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Leave it or lose it... [Apr. 29th, 2007|01:59 am]
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Damn these sappy films. [Sep. 10th, 2005|01:37 pm]
Just a girl
So, this post may offend some people, annoy some people, piss of some people, but guess what? It is my journal and my damn opinion so skip it if you want. I ain’t hear to spare feelings I am here to say what I think. On with my post. You see when I was in high school I was in a religion class that a lot about talking feelings and all that stuff.. Somehow some girls were talking in class and they came across the topic of that Tom Cruise film. My ears perked up because hey I am Tom Cruise fan. Alas, they hit the topic of Jerry McGuire one where Jerry says to Renee Z. character “You complete me.”

Now, there are people that honestly believe they are incomplete until they find the “one” whomever the one may be. I remember my religion teacher [who is qualified has her Masters and all that jazzz in the subject] saying that was the most horrible line. She explained that were are individuals and that God made us complete and if you felt incomplete [which she felt could happen] the only person whole could complete you was your faith in God.

Once I heard that explanation I understood something. Me, as a person I am not incomplete. I know who I am and do not feel the need to be completed by anyone. You can find love and when you do and you think he is the “one” it is my opinion that person can only make you better. You have your own soul and you are your person as Allie and I discussed today. You aren’t half as good when the person isn’t with you.

If the person falls in love with you it was because you weren’t half completed it was because they saw this individual they really enjoyed for whatever reason. Also, that brings whole other issue that there are soul mates in this world and sometimes there are people who may be “destiny” to be with one another and aren’t. So, does this “lost” soul of yours yearn forever and be completely miserable and always feels an empty spot within them?

Dear god, I hope not. Whatever religion you may be or not be the whole notion is that you are suppose to be happy so you moping around for your half doesn’t seem all that logical to me.

I am firm believer in love, but I am also a firm believer that you need to love yourself before you can go love someone and claim that they complete you. Go find yourself and then find someone who makes you happy and makes you want to be a better person. Stop trying to find completion in someone.

I will finish this when a poem that I heard when I was in my 10th grade religion class and I always appreciated it. [I took 10 years worth of religion classes. The Hebrew Scriptures and the New testament classes one was the worse though…]


“Nothing is more practical than finding God, that is, than falling in love in a quite absolute, final way. what, you are in love with, what seizes your imagination, will affect everything. it will decide what will get you out of bed in the morning, what you will do with your evenings, how you will spend your weekends, what you read, who you know, what breaks your heart, what amazes you with joy and gratitude. fall in love, stay in love and it will decide everything” Pedro Arrupe

[Crossed posted at GJ journal]
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TIRED [Jun. 6th, 2005|11:15 pm]
Just a girl
[Current Music |Selena: Bidi Bidi Bom Bom]

I am ready to kneel over and die. Finals want to kill me. I can't do this anymore.
Art History Final tomorrow at 4:00 and then my film final Wednesday 4 to 7 pm.

Then I am going to celebrate ie meaning getting drunk silly. Ha how bad to preach or something. But yess, that will be good.

Thursday I have to pack and get all my crap together. Then I am going back home for the summer, yay!

I will write some reflective 2nd year conclusion later. I have no brain power anymore. I have no idea how I managed to write this up.
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I can to try to fight and deny it [Jun. 1st, 2005|08:35 pm]
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[Current Mood |geekygeeky]

I felt like updating I guess.

I don’t really remember what has been going on, how sad is that?
I was home this past weekend for Memorial Day weekend. It was good except I was stuck writing my film paper so that was bleh.

I had plenty of Coffee Bean to make me a happy camper, but a huge highlight was seeing Crash. I have to say that is an amazing film. It uses great system of different editing style and the editing makes the whole different. The cuts are quick and the cinematography is pretty well done. Overall strong film in the narrative sense, there is a lot of montage. The montage makes the viewer think about the film and not just watch it. But to actually think, which is great from my pov.

Ha I love this private post stuff, Jess I saw the pics. Look at my space for the comment I left you about it. I sent you a message.

School, almost done. I have two finals and 1 paper left to write before my 2nd year is over. It is insane how stressed I am going to be. After that I have to move out and that is going to be a pain in the ass since it means cleaning the room too.

Random thoughts now:

That Ashton Kutcher new show :The beauty and the geek show is pretty funny. Some of the guys are pretty cool and the girls aren’t bitches . Not bad show.

Lost pilot is going to be aired. Finally!

I LOVE, JC’s new song. Santana and him did an awesome job. Go download if you haven’t it. I smell this as a hit. It is much more JC if that makes sense and not so freaky like ‘Some girls dance with women.”
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Pics of me, because I got shallow. Actually just cause Jess threaten me lol [May. 19th, 2005|01:54 am]
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2005|10:23 pm]
Just a girl
I love Lost. Tonight's ep was just amazing. Next week is the season finale I am elated for that. I just want to see what will happen.

Oh Ian was on it for like 3.5 minutes ha.

I wanted to do this whole thing about something that was annoying me. And then I thought who gives a fuck. The end.
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It was overdue. [May. 16th, 2005|02:59 pm]
Just a girl
[Current Music |I want you: Thalia]

I thought I should finally update this. I go through spells like I said before. I fully recognize that a weekend at home is not enough time for me to do everything I want and see everyone I want to. Ah I couldn’t fit it in Patty to watch thatCrash film or talk to Kristina about her saga. And to make matters worse the upcoming three-day weekend I need to write my last film paper. It basically determines if I can keep my A in the course. So, me going out around then is going to be slim.

So, last weekend I run into this old friend. [For those who know him ahem Alvaro]. Ok whatever let’s go on. It was really weird because I hadn’t seen him like a year. Yeah about a year. Now during the course of the year ya’ll know I went through my lifestyle change and did a whole 180 change. Anyway I guess I shocked him for the good of course. Anyway, we went out to coffee that afternoon and talked for like an hour or so. I was suppose to see him this weekend but between my drive to San Diego and trying to get to Wango Tango. I couldn’t see him. Although apparently I made a good impression on him, I am not sure where things stand. Ugh my head, boys mess everything up.

Since I went home two weekends in a row I finally got time to get some shopping in but also finally see movies!

I saw The Interrupter: Not bad, I really love Sean Penn as an actor. So, it was a good. Not a film many people will see but I enjoyed it.

House of Wax: Pretty good. I love horror/thriller flicks . Chad Michael Murray stomach very sweet, I enjoyed that sight for sure.

Amityville Horror: Eh, I liked the original better. Not a film that did anything much, it has it’s moments and Reynolds was all right eye candy. A film many of you can do without.

Finally I saw A lot like Love:This has to be one of my favorite Ashton movies and one of the cutest romantic chick flicks ever. I was gushing through most of it.

In other news, we are still apartment hunting. I think we found a place but we will see.
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Porque en las cosas que to vivas yo tambien vivire [May. 5th, 2005|11:56 pm]
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[Current Mood |melancholymelancholy]
[Current Music |Laura Pausini]

Woah I am just updating almost everyday lately, (if you haven’t seen those entries, it is because they are friend’s locked. Oh well)
I had this big update about my roommate and mono. Although that would have been somewhat amusing and ironic to share, I will withhold from it.
Also, I left my I-pod on the airplane but I got it back. So, that is a good note I guess….

Sometimes, pain just happens. You are not sure what to do with it, but it comes around to show it’s big ugly head.
No one knows it but you and that is the sad part.
Maybe that is my outlet just watching the world pass up at certain points so I don’t have to remember that everything isn’t peachy keen.
Gah this so horribly cryptic, but that is just the way it is suppose to be I guess.
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Stolen from Liz. [May. 1st, 2005|08:22 pm]
Just a girl
] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I listen to political music (what's that?)
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (yes and no)*steals answer*
[] I open up to others easily: So-so depends
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world: Hmm aren’t we all?
[ ] I watch the news.
[X ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[X ] I own an iPod or MP3: I love my I-pod
[ X] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I bake well.
[] I would wear pajamas to school.
[X ] I own something from Abercrombie.: That store robs me
[] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[ ] I am in love with love
[x] I am self conscious
[x] I like to laugh.: More like Love to laugh
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[ ] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails
[x] I am comfortable with being me
[ X] I play video games.: sometimes
[x] Gotten lost in my city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[x] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[] I Had a serious Surgery.
[] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[X] I have Kissed a Stranger (haha no comment)
[x] Hugged a stranger
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested
[] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Swore at your parents
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] Been close to love
[x] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Broken a bone
[x] Skipped school
[ ] Flashed someone
[] Saw a therapist
[x] Done the splits.
[x] Played spin the bottle
[] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[] bitten somebody
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[X ] Ridden in a taxi
[] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[] Stole something from your job (candy)
[x] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[x] Had a crush on teacher: more like TA :-X
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[] Saw someone dying
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada
[X ] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[X ] Eaten Sushi
[ ] Been snowboarding
[] Been Skiing
[] Met someone in person from the internet
[ ] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[x] Gone to college
[ ] Graduated college: In the process!
[ ] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers: I was dying of sinus infection and ear infection took plenty.
[] Had someone cheat on you
[] Miss someone right now
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I had to [Apr. 30th, 2005|03:22 am]
Just a girl
[Current Mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[Current Music |I'm not okay(I promise): My Chemical Romance]

If you know me, if you allow me to speak to you more than 20 minutes. Somehow, I will make some reference to my favorite celebrity . Ahem, yes Tom Cruise. Don’t ask when the
obsession began because I can’t tell you. Well, maybe it was when he did his dance in his tighty whites in Risky Business.
He is now somehow dating, ex Dawson Creek Star Katie Holmes? I am speechless because it is Tom Cruise and ya’ll know how much I adore him. It is just weird and crazy all at the same time. Le sigh

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